Good Evening to my readers.i hope your day are doing fine. Its a very chilling weather we have today.
too bad that Brandon was not in school today.
So many things had happen and its only the second week of the school.
i punch a metal wall and somehow my nerves point or blood/veins made my whole right hand numb.
i became to relies, i will miss my secondary life.
No matter how much i hate my class, them.
This year, i did not manage to talk to most of the people in my class.
Only the closest friends like, Ally , Brandon , Durrah , Rifqi and Softwan.
Hilfi did ask me why am i so emo this year. i replied, i don't know.
Its because no one wants to talk to me. Im waiting for someone to talk first instead of me.
10 more days to Brandon's birthday !
Relationship with friends, done.
Relationship with a guy.
Not really sure if i can keep up. Im having a MAJOR exams.
i want to have it but im too scared to ask. im scared he fallen for some else than me.
But its okay, i will wait and wait and also wait for that somebody.
What type:
- a guy who can flip his hair.
- a guy who's taller than me.
- give me hugs when i need it.
- protect me... (everygirl wants that)
- a guy who dont do "sex" thingy on me. eg, kisses.
- a guy who hold hands with me.
- a guy do crazy things together.
- No arguements just go with the flow. /:)
- a guy who's freaking care.
- and taking pictures with me.
What i wrote in my diary,
EVERYONE HATES EACHOTHER !!
Only my closest friends, i don't hate.
ainino